Having a handle on it is part of my problem. I've never been that great at controlling my emotions and dealing with emotions I know so little about just makes it that much harder.

[Before he breaks the cup in his hands, Diarmuid forces them into motion lifting the cup to his lips so he can drink. He can't help but flinch a little when he realizes his hands are shaking. To hide it, as he lows the cup, his fingers tighten around it again.]

I know. Those who are capable always carry more than their fair share of pain and responsibility. Call it Fate or destiny, but either way it finds them.

[He is quiet for several moments before finally turning his gaze toward Kakyoin.]

I don't worry for him so much as long as you are with him. I wasn't kidding when I said you two make a good pair. There is so much balance between you.

[Or, as the old phrase goes, they make up two parts of the same whole.]

I think you know my stance on that, though. I'm intending to find a way for you to go home with him as well. Does it help any to know he's not alone in his task?