You are a perfect example of why this division is so foolish. Everyone has different parts of them that fit to each court. It only makes sense that at different points in our lives we favor one side more than the other. It doesn't mean we are suddenly good or suddenly bad people. To think so is absurd.

[And, honestly, that is a big part of what has divided him from the Seelie court so much. Diarmuid can't deny that there is a great deal about him that follows Seelie ideals, but he will not limit who he gives his aid to just because of such a silly distinction as their court.]

Just be careful you don't set yourself up for failure. There might not be a right or a wrong way to do this. It is more important to do your best and keep trying. Don't worry. I am going to be right there with you the whole way.