We're talking about you having killed a vampire and the fact that members of your family tend to be able to focus sunlight through your bodies. If it is that much crazier than that, you're right. I don't think I want to know.

[Diarmuid winces. As odd as it was for him to lose the abilities he had gained as a Servant, once he was without them and he survived just fine. To lose what is basically a part of oneself? How does Kakyoin stand it?]

I have heard of many who talk about their fighting spirit almost as if it is a person, but I've never met someone whose actually was a physical partner. You must feel so empty without him here to fight with you.